"I wish you could have been there for the sun & the rain & the long, hard hills. For the sound of a thousand conversations scattered along the road. For the people laughing & crying & remembering at the end. But, mainly, I wish you could have been there."--Brian Andreas.
i constantly read and see things that make me think of you and foolishly, vainly, and wishfully assume that you do the same...
i plant you in situations, conversations, nighttime dreams...
i know it's just a fantasy...
but regardless... i still think of you constantly.
and the only thing i get in return is absolute silence.
Sometimes I think we are the same fucking person. You are me two years ago, and the me inside that I still hide from everyone. I hate that you have to go through this, because I know exactly how fucking miserable it is, and you definitely do not deserve it.
ReplyDeleteawe, sheritta, you're a sweet girl. i, however, am a fool.
ReplyDeleteyou are not a fool. just a human.
ReplyDeleteJodi, I’m sitting here when I should be sleeping, reading your blog. And I miss you a lot.
ReplyDeleteYou’re a gorgeous person, and I miss you!
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