there's something about feeling free when you feel like you don't actually belong.
there's something about me pushing you away or giving up or letting go-- or something-- that makes me think you'll notice me more; makes me more comfortable to say what i want; makes me feel more on your level.
there's something about this time in my life where i am in complete transition and on the verge of total annihilation or being completely stuck.
there's something about wanting to be a part of what is going on here but wanting to start completely over.
there's something about wishing i could stay and see how it goes and also knowing that if anything was ever to happen-- it would have already.
there's also something about knowing all of this and knowing me and knowing that you never know.
About Me
- All Is Truth
- Thinker. Artist. Evolving. Want want wanting. Reader. People watcher. Struggler. Etc.
there's something about just accepting the effort as just that. effort. as small, and almost unnoticeable as it may seem, it's there. I can PROMISE that.
ReplyDeletethere's something about families. they can be oh so difficult, in every aspect imaginable. but they're almost always worth it, in the end.
I sure do love you, my littlest sister; more than you can probably fathom. :) <3
we're not on the same page with this one, chope.
ReplyDeletethis wasn't about family at all.
ahhh damnit. :) well, the last part is still true, none the less. ;) lovel the dodol.
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