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Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Response to Maud Lavin's "The Berlin Dada Photomontages"


In Lavin's article on Hannah Hoch's work, she points out the idea of revolutions occurring when a group of people feel discontented or angry about a the present. There is no way to better the future-- or rather-- there is no will of the people to better the future if there is no anger. I think that Hannah Hoch embodies the dichotomy of anger and pleasure but mostly discontent in her works. Largely putting aside socioeconomic standpoints for a moment, just looking at her work puts you on edge. You want to know why are there floating heads, masses of people in corners, things coming out of others' ears, dancers acting uninterested? There seems to be so much confusion all at once-- so much happening that there is not a moment of peace. Machinery, chaos, flailing about, mad faces, etc. all join together in a stress-ball and that alone is enough to make the viewer think that there is something wrong happening. Hoch's work is visceral in that sense; you can automatically feel that there is an impending upheaval. One of the best lines in the article that speaks about but so far beyond art into the revolutionary scheme of things is this:
 "In order to imagine a better future, Bloch argued, a person needs a sense of anger and discontent with some aspects of the present. But he or she must also  know the experience of pleasure and have a feeling of entitlement to that pleasure in order to imagine an improved life." (30)
If anything I would say that Hoch's Cut with a Kitchen Knife is pivotal in the role of pointing out the upheaval. You have to wake up and upset the people to get them to do anything. 
(Written by Jodi Hebert-- please do not use my words in a form of plagiarism.)


Thursday, September 8, 2011

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

New is only new when it's new.












 <3













 Just lovely.















 One of the best images I've seen in a while. Thanks, Byron.

Monday, August 1, 2011

getting tatted soon. (UPDATED)

                                        Manipura, Solar Plexus Chakra.                                          






above the scar in between my tits...
(image from January 2009-- two months after surgery which was November 14, 2008) 



Tattooed on August 3rd, 2011 at Santa Fe Tattoo Parlor by the very awesome Mr. Johnny Johno.












This is an image of my tumor. (6.7 lbs.) 
The piece of paper represents 2 centimeters.





Frida.








This is one of the first images I put on this blog. 







These are ovarian tumor cells and cross-sections.








Chakras. 








There's not much separating us. 





Jerry Uelsmann, 1972, Seaweed Womb.








Quite lovely and painful. 










Brilliant, elegant, introspective, quiet, etc. 

about making art...

this is one of the first bits of information i was told as an art major...


it's true.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Blog contributor #1.

"wanna hear a really disturbing story about mind control?

surrre

okay. so its called neuro linguistic programming, or NLP. the majority of research done in the 70s. well some sick guys have used it in stuff they later coined "forbidden method"

its conditioning someone to react a certain way to a trained command. and this guy would immediately after sleeping with this chick...say something to drop her pleasure into fear. like; he'd point at the door and say "What would it be like if I just up and walked out the door, slammed it, and you could never open it again." of course which would upset her, and then he'd raise her back up by cuddling and being sweet.

Then once she was calm and feeling all warm n fuzzy again. He'd tell another terrible story. Again involving the door getting slammed like, he walks out, slams the door, and then later is hit by a bus and she never gets to see him again.

so this guy anchored feelings of terror and fear of loss of those warm fuzzy feelings with the door getting slammed. and put the last nail in the conditioning, by getting up, going to the bathroom and slamming the door... and reportedly, since then, all he does is direct her attention to a door, and it makes her, i dunno. immediately stop doing something he didn't like

tell me thats not some really sinister stuff

 wow. 
i dig it. 
that's what you're contributing to my blog. thanks.

lol.
no problem. its a story thats been haunting me since i read it the other day."


-Caleb Countryman.
at: http://www.crashedgates.blogspot.com/

Friday, June 24, 2011

Melodie Fay "Puff" Sexton



I wanted to post this because it is a terrible loss. From the first instant I ever saw her, I honestly thought she had to be the most beautiful woman I had ever seen in my entire life. I saw her walking back from lunch one day in high school. She was sitting outside reading "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" which I bought not long after. Now-- that was years and years ago. I just now, a few months ago, got around to actually reading the book. It's such a strange thing. So strange. I remember, a few days later after seeing her, and my cousin, Ryan, told me she thought I was a lesbian or something because he told her how beautiful I thought she was and I didn't mind. Seriously. She is stunning. I'm not the only one who thought that. Hearing of her death is so terrible to me. She has a three year old son.

If there's anyone reading this; please donate money to her son.

I just cannot believe it. I really can't. I wish I had known her at all. The only thing I have ever known of her is knowing her beauty. And maybe that's all I could have wished for. God knows I would not have been able to be able to handle her death beyond that. I am so sorry for her family and her friends and especially her son. I cannot imagine the loss. Rest peacefully, Melodie, I know you were loved by so many and admired by even more.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

sometimes the types of decisions i have to make are as simple as:

shower or bath?
should i go drink beers with my friends or no?
cold pizza or re heated pizza? with ranch or no?
side braid or librarian bun?

and to these questions today i choose:
shower,
yes,
reheated with ranch
and side braid probably. who knows.
i do what i want, bitch!

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